What's next? This is the question I run into the most. Well, the truth is we can only create a vision of our highest self and let ourselves be guided towards that. To FEEL that higher self within....really FEEL the joy and personal power...THAT's the next step. I found him positively charged within a matter of minutes and we both had the glow of what was within us. As we spoke, that glow became brighter and brighter. What a beautiful light!! My ten year old son joined in and before we knew it....he was glowing too!! This feeling is magical. So magical that I forgot my mother was flying in!! I haven't seen her in two years and I HAD been a bit nervous.
I received a call from my sister out of town. This was well timed, as she was to be the recipient of the surprise visit from our mother. My nephew, that has just recently returned to my sister's care after being in my home for three years or so, was in desperate need of school supplies. This was a great excuse to visit my sister and be able to see her reaction when my mother surprised her.
As the mail carrier walked up the sidewalk to my house I silently prayed that there would be money delivered to help my nephew. I was not expecting any money, but one could hope. I went to the mailbox with a vision of his little face when he received the supplies. There, in the mailbox, was a child support check. I don't receive these regularly so another prayer came that it would be enough. I opened it. To my delight it was DOUBLE the usual amount!!! I wept with relief and joy!!! My friend was fed even more positivity by the event and the house must have radiated for miles!!!
Later that day we went to my sister's house, supplies in hand for both my daughter and my nephew. It felt sooooo good. I had money left and decided I could buy a couple more useful items. I took my sister and my nephew and we bought her a shower curtain, and my nephew got some shoes and a bookbag. As we left the store we saw the vibrant full rainbow!! We looked again and there was a second one!!! I felt rewarded for my good deed. It was as if the universe smiled upon my choice to give this gift to them. I was worried that there was not enough money to do this....but I just KNEW I had to. Guess I was right. She still had no idea that our mother was coming. I giggled inside at what a day she would remember!! Her worries of supplies was relieved and she was lifted by the sight..."just wait until she sees Mom" I thought!!
I received a surprise later that evening. My brother was coming too!! He is the one I was going to move to Arizona to be closer to. I haven't seen him in two years either. I was so excited!! His flight was delayed, however, and as it turns out I never got to see my mother or my brother. I am excited to hear how the surprise went!!! I wish I could have been there to see them all cry and share hugs. I am filled with joy for the reunion!!
Maybe I will get to visit for a while during their visit. Maybe I won't. This was my sister's gift. She has had such a rough road. She has been reunited with her son and has another that just turned a year old in May. She and my mother never really got along. They have been healing that bond through the 1,000 mile distance and NOW is their time to celebrate!!
For me.....the most AMAZING connection with all that is, and a reunion with a love that transcends the earthly, biological family. I love my family, but a higher love exists inside of me that is every bit as bright and wondrous as the sight of that double rainbow on a Friday the 13th!!!
In Love and Light,
Kandee
The second is faint here....best I could do with my cell phone!!! LOL
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